Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Its been a long time

I was talking about my blog the other day..and someone asked me why I haven't posted anything in 2 years..and I could not tell them why. I had such an outlet when I was blogging..sexually, and mentally. I miss it. I am not sure if any of my old blog buddies are around, but maybe I can make new ones?

I am back!!

Saturday, June 09, 2007


It has been too long..TOO, TOO, LONG..I NEED SEX...

Okay, now that I got that one out..seriously..I am going crazy. I have had no sex since there was snow on the ground..I am going crazy. I think I may go blind from all the masturbating...ugh!

Besides that, all is well. I am tired--as usual. The weather is getting nice, and I am going water skiing tomorrow. I am looking forward to being out on a boat that I am not forced to have to take care of.

Work is fabulous! I got a huge raise, and now I can buy the new car I have had my eye on. Yes, my sweet Jeep is now residing back at the lake with Chris..long story, but sometimes you have to compromise to be happy..perhaps I should of hired Goose to be my damn lawyer, and then I would not of had to compromise so much..

Otherwise, I do miss you all..and it is great to see that everyone is still out there in one way or another!!

BTW, did I mention that I NEED sex??


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Just Words....

It is amazing how much can change is a year. Last year at this time, I was praying that I would get my new job...and here it is a year later and I have it. As most of you are aware, I moved out from my house in March. I like living alone, and mostly..I like living without Chris. I have been in the process of working out all of the paperwork stuff now, and in the next couple of weeks I should be divorced--officially. I am not sure how I feel about it. Some days, I think I should just suck it up and go back and pretend to be happy. I miss seeing my little one everyday. I also feel really bad because Chris is really miserable. But,then there is the part of me that feels so free finally. I finally feel like I can breathe. Of course, I also hate being alone and then hate being with someone. I feel like I am turning mentally ill...I know this is all normal, but does it really have to be this hard to be happy?

I hope you are all doing well. I will keep you updated as things progress...sheesh..I really need sex too~!


Thursday, April 12, 2007

She is Alive

Yes, I am alive...I am, I am! Time has seemed to slip by so quickly, and I get little time on the computer any longer....so, please keep checking on me. Perhaps, one of these days I will be back on a more regular basis.

So, my new place is awesome....did I mention I love living closer to work and alone? I mean, I love my Chris..but I am still confused about whether or not we should be married...so far, I am leaning toward the "not anymore" scenario. I have to admit, I am a little worried about being single. I think I will enjoy it too much, and probably end up that way the rest of my life..maybe I can be a cat woman?? The only problem is that I am allergic to cats.

I have been watching American Idol this week...seriously? WTF, is Sanjaya still doing there? And, there are no hot men to even oogle over...what a waste of time!

Work...has been SO damn busy! I do not think I have been home more than 5 days in the last two months...seriously. Even as I write this I am 8 hours from home in a little place in California...and, I am missing the snow!

Sex..I have had none since January, and I have broke 2 vibes already...I think I burnt out the motors...blah!

Alright, enough updates..take care friends!


Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Welcome to my world...

Hi Friends...

Just a quick update. I moved, and all is okay. My little one is adjusting, I am adjusting, and Chris is adjusting...it sucks friends, but I am so happy that you have all been supportive and I appreciate it more than I can tell you.

To my friends that I have lost contact with..I am sorry. I promise to make ammends as soon as I get my head together.

To my old friends I thought I lost..thanks for coming back into my life...I appreciate it more than you know.

And to everyone else...stay tuned...


Thursday, March 01, 2007


Yes, I am sick...I am tired, and moving sucks! Seriously. When and how did I collect do much crap? The big move is this weekend. I realized that it is hard to find males friends who want to move big objects...why is that? So, the male friends who are going to move the big objects all have demands--from beer to well, you know. The beer I can do..the you know..well, not so much.

Anyway, I know this is boring...but I wanted to check in...thank you for your sweet thoughts and nice notes! You rock!


Sunday, February 25, 2007

Lost in Transition..

Hi Friends..yes,I am here briefly to tell you that I am sorry I have been absent. Life has been challenging lately, and I am in the middle of transitioning into a new phase in life. I am seperating from my Chris, and moving into my own condo. Please do not feel sad, sometimes life takes us places we do not anticipate. Perhaps, a little space and time will tell me what I need to know...perhaps, it wont. Until then bare with me as I transtion into my new life....