Hi Friends!
Yes, it has been too long since I have posted, and I hate that. I feel out of the loop, and there seems like there is too much to do. Anyway, so to get you caught up on where I am, I decided to do a TMI Tuesday.
First of all, I am in a negative space lately--I am sorry, I can not help it. Normally, I love this time of year, but this time I feel a little disgruntled. I am tired, and I do not have enough time to get what I need done; and on top of it I have to travel the next two weeks...maybe some time away will be good for me.
I am getting older...yep, I will be 33 in January....Now, I had a conversation with my best male friend today--he is hot for some 23 year old chick right now...no offense to the young women out there. But, I would not want to go back. When I was in my 20s, I was so idealistic--almost pathetic to a point, I thought life was going to bring me a knight in shining armour, and hearts and flowers....I am much more realistic now. I know that knights wear rusty armour, and the hearts and flowers are the ones that you draw on a peice of paper when you doodle. Now, I know that you have to make life what you want, and that sex is SO much better in your thirties. I am much more self assured, I know what to do to make myself cum the way I need to, and I LOVE sex even more than when I was in my 20s. The problem is, that I found a wrinkle today, the grey is coming in, and gravity is taking my boobs on a downward spiral....
UGH...travel. I hate it this time of year. Luckily, I am staying on the Left Coast...and do not have to worry until January for a cross country trip...so, I guess I better suck it up.
Sucky ass clients, they do not cooperate! I am doing an eval at this time that is driving me nuts. I think I need to go to law school. The funny thing was, that I was talking to an attorney friend today, and he told me I am allowed to keep my bias against damn attorneys...apparently, I have earned the right...thanks T!
Anyway, thats it...oh, except I am also on a major diet now too...very rigorous, and I am trying to shed the extra weight from the chemo this summer...so, far 15 pounds are gone....wish me luck. The food part is not so hard, but the lack of soy lattes is getting to me!
Happy Week Friends....
andi
PS~Thanks Py for putting a smile on my face with this great pic!
