Thursday Trauma and Tunes

2 years..tomorrow. So many questions and doubts. There has been laughter and pain. So many questions. So many uncertain moments. Striving to find true happiness~~So ready to do and pursue what I need to find you.

But today..I think about you..and what it is like to be alone with you in my mind....your touch and smell, the way you kiss..and it feels like trauma. There is this deep divide..this pull. I am confused. So, I sit on the couch drinking my Merlot..contemplating the rest of the years ahead..listening to tunes on the MP3...

So, I leave you with this..the tune in my mind.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

xoxo~
andi

PS~Hope you thought about being alone with me in your mind too...and you never stop!